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REMINDER OF THE HEART: A DETECTIVE'S CASE [Jun Matsumoto & Mao Inoue]
CREDIT: Tenjo Style
I couldn't stop writing this chapter. XD I hope it's not bad. *runs and hides just in case* ENJOY!!!
CHAPTER 3
Monday arrived. When Kytana went to her cubicle with a dorky smile on her face, she saw James there with his arms crossed.
“Morning.” She chirped. He wasn’t going to ruin her mood.
“I love it when you smile.” He kissed her cheek.
~ Ugh… disgusting… ~ “Morning.”
“Nice trip?”
“Yes.”
“Why didn’t you call me this weekend? I was concerned.” James leaned against her desk.
“It was my birthday. I apologize.” She put her bag down and took off her rain jacket, revealing her professional suit.
“I see.”
“Do you have a case for me to work on that is already approved by the Director?” She sat on her leather chair and crossed her legs.
“Maybe.” He took out a yellow envelope from his pocket. Kytana arched a brow and was trying to read him. When he stared at her like he did now, it meant he knew something that she was trying to hide.
“I hope it’s very interesting.” Kytana kept her composure really well, not showing she may be a bit afraid.
He took out 4x6 photos from the envelope, “Are you sure you were on a trip this weekend?”
“Yes. Would you stop questioning me?”
“I will continue.” He threw them down on her desk, upset. Kytana leaned in a bit to see what they were. They were photos of her and Jun on Saturday, going around San Francisco.
“Ok… so I took a trip in the area. And?”
“Who’s the man?”
Kytana didn’t think James was the type who would get jealous because she knew he was sleeping around with other women, “A friend of mine.”
“A friend that doesn’t mind holding hands with you? A friend you kissed on the cheek? It sounds more like you’re dating him.”
“It’s cultural from where he comes from.” She lied.
“Where’s he from?”
“Thailand.” Clearly, he didn’t look like it but it was a country she researched a long time ago that did so.
“Why don’t I believe you?”
“Maybe because you’re paranoid that your reputation will get ruined if someone leaks to the press that you’re sleeping around with other women. Oops… I slipped.” She wasn’t stupid because every time they met up, he smelled like a woman’s perfume.
“You’re keen on your information. I can have something charged against you for doing an illegal search….” He was trying to scare her.
“I haven’t done anything wrong. I have access to all the databases around the world. Not hard to find any info. I haven’t tampered with evidence or killed anyone. You know I can get myself out of it because I tear down every argument you throw at me bit by bit.” She glared. This was the first time he’s ever confronted her about something like this. He was using the same threats he’d use on other people.
“If you weren’t such a prude, maybe I would sleep with you and not have to do what I do.” He slammed his hand on the desk. Luckily, no one was around as this happened.
“I’m sorry I haven’t given it to you. You have to wait for our wedding night which is in… well… a year from now.” She snickered.
“Listen, I’ll let you off but if you do something like this again, I will hire a person to watch you.”
“Then I will file a restraining order in court. Not hard. I have my private life out of the office, and it will stay that way. I can just tell the press about your incidents though…” She knew about the relationship between the Director’s wife and him. If the Director found out, it would be bad.
“Don’t you dare…” He grumbled.
“You’re the one who’s provoking it.” She looked at her nails nonchalantly.
He sighed and stood up straight, “Fine. I want you to know that I will be the one to take your virginity when the day comes.”
“I might as well get raped at this point. Can I get to work now?” She shook her head.
He opened the door and left, very pissed off. Her partner walked in and wondered what happened between the two. Kytana looked at the photos on her desk. They were clear shots of her and Jun, having fun and holding hands. No one could see Jun’s face though. She thought James did not pay attention to her life since he was always talking about his own like it was the greatest ever.
“So, what did the twerp want that he looked upset about?” Jonathan took off his rain jacket.
“He apparently was spying on me.”
“Spying on you? Did he find out you lied about your trip?”
“Yeah. I’m curious who’s the person who said anything. I know you would never talk to him.” She felt betrayed.
“You know I got your back.” He went to her desk and saw the photos. “So, who’s the guy with you?”
“Jun.”
“HUH????” He knew all about it since Kytana told him. “The guy you’ve been talking to? He came here?”
“As a surprise. I didn’t know. We went to San Francisco all weekend.”
“That was thoughtful of him. Wait… he took time off from work to see you? I give him props.”
“He’s filming a movie right now too. So, I’m just as shocked.”
“I need to watch some of this guy’s works because you keep talking about him.”
“You should. They’re really good and impressed me before meeting him in person.” She sighed and drooped over the desk, “I feel burned. I’m wondering which private investigator James got through to watch me. Everyone is scared of me except you.” She went onto her work computer and accessed the database.
“Well, you can see who timed in and out on that particular day.” Jonathan knew where she was going with this.
“Exactly. I will get the person to make him or her spill their guts.”
“Uh oh.” Jonathan quietly went back to his desk and sighed. “Kytana, don’t go overboard.”
“When do I?” she typed in her name.
“All the time.”
“Shush.”
The data spilled onto her screen. There were over 100 investigators working over time that day. She told herself she was going to find the person and make sure to never work with James again.
*******
April came by quickly after the argument between Kytana and James. Needless to say, she found the person who worked with James and scared him off. The private investigator quit and James wondered why. He never found out. During the past three months, James was civil and not confronting her further about what she does outside of her work. It was a stupid move on his end to spy on her. She packed up for her trip to Los Angeles. Why? Matsumoto Jun would be premiering his film, Hidden Fortress: The Last Princess and will appear in person to answer questions. Jun told her about it a month before, and she confirmed the news with a couple of her online friends.
On the night before the USC premiere…
“You should have booked a flight, Kytana. I don’t get why you want to drive for 7 hours.” Jun was talking to her the day before his flight.
“I haven’t taken a long drive in quite a while. It gives me time to relax before I have to keep my squealing to myself. Acting like a fangirl in front of other fangirls is going to be interesting.” She folded up her pajamas since she was going to sleep at the Vagabond Inn.
“Or you’ll just scare them off….”
“Why thank you. I guess I’m scary all the time for the guy who decided to just take me out to dinner when he first met me….” She laughed.
“I didn’t see you threatening in any way. You stood out in the crowd.” He cleared his throat. “Say… what you wearing for it?”
“I was going to wear jeans, a purple tank top and a black buttoned shirt. Why?” She just packed in the outfit she described.
“You Americans are very simple. This is a premiere. I would expect to see you full out styled w/ a skirt or a dress.”
“There wasn’t a dress code for this. I wanted to be comfortable.” Kytana zipped up her duffle bag and backpack that had all her things and placed it on the floor.
“Despite there is no dress code, I expect to see you with nice attire on.” Jun demanded.
“Can’t I just be comfortable? I’m not going in rags.” Kytana realized Jun was very high maintenance with style which she forgot.
“I’m saying that normally, here in Japan, when there is a premiere, I always see everyone wearing something nice… a bit formal wear. Isn’t it like it in the US?” He explained.
“If it’s at a big venue and a huge event… I’ve never been to one. This is a small one at the University of Southern California. Well…. I guess it’s big because you’re going to be there, and we never see you guys here.”
“Wear something nicer then. It’s me that’s arriving.” He chuckled.
“You are so freaking arrogant.” She laid on her bed. “Yeesh…. It reminds me-” She cut herself off before anything.
“Reminds you of what?” He asked, curiosity springing.
“Never mind. Too bad I won’t see you after the premiere. You have to fly back.” The way Jun was acting almost was similar to James. Her tone changed slightly.
“Who says I’m not going to see you privately at the premiere, hhmmm?” Jun was bothered by how she didn’t finish the other sentence before.
“Me.”
“Really? Why? Did I just do something wrong?”
“No no. It’s just that…. No… never mind.” Kytana bit her lip and sat up. ~ Dammit… he’s far from James. Yet, his attitude like how I dress bugs me… ~
“Now I know you want to say something. Just spill it.” Jun was impatient.
“Fine fine…. Please don’t demand me on how to dress or what my attitude should be. It really reminds me of James. I mean, I’ve been to events and every time, I always have to dress as he says and even be fake. Sorry…. I don’t mean to be sensitive.”
Jun didn’t say anything. He felt bad after she said it.
She sighed and they had an awkward silence.
“I’m not like him, am I?” He became self-conscious.
“The attitude is quite similar. I will defend you by saying that you’re famous and that’s your job. You’re rich on top of that and can be refined whenever you want. That’s James too. I’m honestly wishing I took back the yes when he asked me but then he threatened me.”
Jun decided to listen more than respond.
She looked at the time again, and it was time get some sleep before driving out in the morning, “I better get going.”
“Kytana, listen. I don’t mean to sound demanding. I didn’t know that something this small would affect you. I’m sorry.”
“It’s ok, Jun. I know you didn’t mean it to hurt me. I’m sorry to compare you to him.”
“I still plan to see you after the premiere. It’s been a long time, you know?” He was serious.
“Jun, what happens if we get caught? I’m not staying at a rich hotel like you would. Some of the girls are going to be staying there too.” Kytana sighed.
“I don’t care. I’ll be disguised and no one can recognize me.”
“You absolutely sure? We don’t have to see each other. I’ll already see you on stage.” She needed to print out her pass to the show and walked over to her computer.
“You’re stubborn as me. Goodness…” He chuckled. “This is why I can’t wait to hug you again.”
Kytana blushed as she held her phone to her ear and printed out her e-mail. She couldn’t help but chuckle as well since it was contagious. She looked at the time again, “I really should go. I need my energy for the drive.”
“Hai. Sweet dreams. I can’t wait.”
“Same here. Good night, Jun-kun.”
They simultaneously held their phones to their hearts. Tomorrow, they could finally be together even for one night after the premiere.
~ Is she the one I want to for the rest of my life? Ugh… why does she have to be engaged? ~ He turned his chair and looked at the monitor of his computer. Jun pulled up the folder with all their pictures together. He had to keep it hidden just in case. There, he pulled up a favorite one of them where they were posing at the Coit Tower. He reached out and touched the monitor, wanting to simulate caressing Kytana’s cheek.
~ Am I falling in love with him? More than an idol? Man, what am I’m putting myself through? ~ Kytana laid back down on her bed and looked up at the ceiling. ~ Can he really be the one to make me happy even though I know the consequences of our actions? ~ She drifted off to sleep with the questions lingering without answers.
*******
The day of the University of Southern California premiere of Hidden Fortress: The Last Princess….
Kytana arrived safely in Los Angeles. The heat was intense as it was reached up to 100 degrees. She got lost once because the map she printed was wrong. She drove to the hotel to drop off things, wear her outfit, and freshen up. The drive took a bit of a toll on her, but she still made it till the end. She brought something perfect for the premiere – a purple halter top and a long black skirt that slit on the right side to go along with her black high heels. ~ For Jun… ~ She curled her hair a bit and applied her make-up – a bit of bronzer and blush, then lip gloss, black eye liner, and purple eye shadow. Last was spraying her perfume. She walked over to the college with her bag and jacket since it wasn’t far. The line was around the building. Looking around, she was hoping to find the leader of the Arashi Secret Agency Fan Meeting. Texting helped which found the group right in the front line. Each of them greeted her, and Kytana smiled back at them. She picked up her badge and sat next to them. For the next couple of hours, she spoke to them about Arashi, saying how much they’re awesome, etc. It was the first time to find people who had the same interests and who understood her love for them. Then, the line started moving slowly. Kytana went in to figure out where to sit after picking up a program and turning in her camera. She decided to keep her cell phone on her just in case there was an emergency.
As she sat in the 2nd row, aisle seat, she felt something eerie…. someone was following her. It couldn’t have been Jun because he was preparing his English speech to the public. She knew this because Jun text her the minute he got out of the plane. ~ I wonder. There was a car following me all the way here. Someone is trying to keep tabs…. ~ One of the girls she met sat next to her and smiled. They were close in age and clicked as they started talking. The premiere was already late on starting because there were some issues. The big one was that the theatre was overbooked and had to reject about 300 people. Kytana texted Jun, explaining she was sitting in the 2nd row on the right aisle and quickly put her phone away. Then, he could find her quickly.
The lights dimmed, and the screen lit. It was a Star Wars clip regarding C-3PO. Anthony Daniels came out, introducing himself and his character. He was an old man who really acted like C-3PO. After, he introduced the Director, Shiniji Higuchi, and Jun. Everyone stood up applauding. He walked down the aisle Kytana mentioned and glanced at her quickly. He smiled as he appeared on stage. Everyone sat down, and the press took a ton of pictures. His English was very good because he practiced a lot. On top of it, he was trying to teach himself English on his spare time. They decided to take a picture for the people who didn’t make it in. As the press was taking pictures of all the fans and Jun, Kytana noticed one photographer seemed to slowly point the camera in her direction. ~ So, my instincts were correct. I’m being followed…. ~ She glared, and the person pointed back to Jun. After the picture taking, they started the movie. Kytana excused herself to go the bathroom, knowing she’ll miss certain parts. It was a way to lure out the guy who was sent to spy on her.
- Someone has followed me here all the way from San Jose. I’m going to be outside to wait. I can handle it. - She quickly texted before hiding.
- Be careful. – He was worried. How can she defend herself in her attire?
As she hid outside, the man in his press suit came out with his camera, looking for her. As he looked around a corner, Kytana grabbed him by the neck from behind and dragged him to the side of the building so they would be out of sight. She took the camera from him and pushed him against the wall. A yelp came out as she twisted his arms to the back and held them down.
“It’s not nice to take pictures of me.” She pushed him harder against the wall.
“I can explain, Kytana!” The guy was afraid for his life.
The voice sound familiar. She turned the guy around, and it was a friend of hers from work, “What the hell are you doing here?”
Walter Blackbird stared at her, so scared on what she would be doing next, “I… I…”
“Something happened that you had to follow me all the way here. I have a feeling already I know who it is but I would like to hear your story.” Kytana let him go since she knew him. She held onto the camera and looked the pictures though. He was a peeping tom on top of just taking random candid shots. “You pervert…..” She snarled.
“Look, I had to do it or my sister and mother would be prosecuted for a murder that doesn’t exist.” He explained.
“What? Did James threaten you too?” The word ‘prosecuted’ was the big clue.
“Yes.” He sighed. “He made me do this or I would lose my job.”
“Fucking hell. Now, he’s going after my friends. You guys should be smart enough to say no. We’re private investigators…. we shouldn’t be scared of anything.” She rolled her eyes but she was a victim of it as well. She should have said no to their engagement.
“James intimidated me. I’m sorry.”
“For Christ’s sake! I can’t take a vacation to see my favorite idol or watch a good movie because he’s wanting to know my every move?!?!?!” Her face changed. Walter bit his lip and knew what that look was. He’s seen her take down people for information before without having the police interrogate.
“I can’t go back empty handed.”
“James wants to play a game, right? Well well….. looks like I have some work to do. Meet me at my room tonight. I know you followed me so you know where to go. You know my cell. Now, come on. I want to watch the movie because it’s supposed to be good.” She gave him back the camera. “You are going to give this back to me when we meet up or else.” She gave him a threatening look and walked back into the theatre. Walter followed and went back into his seat. She apologized to her new friends next to her and missed only some parts.
- Who’s the guy? - Jun texted
- I will explain later. I’m going to watch the movie now. – She responded.
After 2 hours, the movie ended and it was the Question & Answer session. Everyone raised their hands to ask their questions. About 5 questions were asked, and the translators were very slow that Jun looked annoyed. Kytana smirked because she knew she could have been a better translator. Jun felt bad that there were only a few questions. He let one more question to be asked, and Kytana immediately raised her hand. The microphone was handed to her, and she stood up. She first spoke in Japanese her question. After, she translated in English – “This is for all the guests. With your success, what future projects, shows or even animation will we see in the next 5-10 years?” She wasn’t going to single Jun out because she admired the actor who played C-3PO and the director who also did Neon Genesis Evangelion and Gamera. They all looked at each other. Jun spoke first and answered that he’ll be appearing in many different roles. Plus, he hopes to have more free time by then. Higuchi-san went on about some works already in progress and maybe Jun appear in another movie. Mr. Daniels said he’s going to retire so he can have vacation all the time. They all got up and bowed after it was finished. They thanked the audience and went up the same aisle. One of the girls gave Jun a bouquet the flowers from all of them. Kytana stood up, giving him a big smile. Jun glanced at her again and winked. He was very happy he could see her and all his international fans love the movie he put so much work in. As she was about to leave, Walter grabbed her hand and pulled her towards him.
“Hey.” Her voice was unusual to Walter because she didn’t sound mean.
“Whoa. Something is going on.” He arched a brow.
“It’s Jun! He’s freaking hot.” She giggled.
“Maybe he’s the person that James is jealous over. Hhhmmm…”
“He’s from Japan. How the hell am I going to sleep with someone who doesn’t live in the United States?” Kytana sighed and picked up her camera. After, she followed all the fans to the reception. Walter walked with her, getting a lot of glances from the girls. They arrived at the reception and into the line for the drink and food serving.
“Don’t you ever think girls are looking this way because you’re hot?” She took a bite at the fruit she picked up.
Walter looked towards all the fangirls who smiled. He was really shy and turned back to Kytana, “I’m not that cute.”
“You are in denial. Would it be different I told you that you were hot?”
“Yes because you’re the most honest person I know.”
“Ever since we became friends, you were one person I couldn’t get my eyes off of. Goodness… luckily, I’m not going to kill you for abiding James’ favor.”
Walter sighed in relief, “Thank you. So, when do we go back to your hotel room?” He picked up a plate of snacks and fruit.
“When I’m finished having fun and talking to everyone.” She shook her head and headed over to the girls she met earlier. They were raving about the movie and how cute and gorgeous Jun was.
One of the girls looked at Kytana, “What’d you think?”
“Jun or the movie because all I’m gonna say is that I died.” She chuckled. Walter observed carefully and never saw her very giggly or happy from working with her.
“God, yes. I think majority of us did!” Another girl said.
Some of the girls got interviewed by the press and needless to say, they weren’t Asian. Still, it was fine because Kytana was enjoying her there, exchanging phone numbers with the girls.
“Hey, Kytana. You’re going to the fan party, right?” Another girl asked.
“Uh…. I can’t. I have to be up early tomorrow to drive back.” ~ And see my boyfriend who’ll be waiting for me at the hotel… ~ She sighed. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay. Next time then. We’ll see each other on VOX.”
“Of course!” She exclaimed. Before leaving, she gave all the girls hugs and walked back to the Vagabond Inn with Walter.
“You’re never nice when working.” Walter kept his hands in his pockets.
“Because work and outside life are a bit different.” She wasn’t acting tough for once because she was extremely happy.
“When we hang out, it’s the same as working.” He commented.
“It’s because it’s hard to open to a guy for me. Girls are a bit easier and since we all know each other online, it’s not as bad.”
“If I knew that, then I wouldn’t have thought that way. You seriously need to lighten up around us. You know how many of us like you more than a friend?” He sighed.
“I don’t like being close to a guy after being with James. It scares me, and I like being myself.” She admitted. Her phone vibrated loudly. She shuffled in her bag and checked it.
- At your hotel room, disguised. I hope you hurry soon. – Jun wrote in Japanese.
- Ok. I’m letting you know we have company. I will explain when I get there. – She texted back.
- Ummmm….. that would get us into trouble. –
- I know but I have no choice. Don’t hold me or kiss me. You’re going to act like my friend. –
“Who are you texting? I see Japanese characters.” Walter looked over her shoulder.
“You’ll see.” She grinned.
They arrived at the hotel room to see Jun waiting. Walter didn’t recognize him and Kytana unlocked the door in silence. Everything would be revealed once inside. Her clothes from the drive were spread on the bed, and the room looked like a suite.
“Classy. This must be expensive.” Walter looked around but kept an eye out for her guest.
Jun locked the door and then took off his disguise to reveal himself. Walter’s eyes widened and mouth slightly opened.
“WHAT??? YOU KNOW HIM????” Walter shouted, pointing at Jun.
“SHHHHHHHHH!!!” She whacked Walter over the head with a pillow. “Let’s not make it noticeable, shall we? Then all the Arashi fangirls are going to know he’s here. Sheesh…” She took out her laptop and turned it on.
“It’s not nice to point.” Jun spoke in English.
“This is unreal. You actually know the idol himself. That’s… what every girl dreams of….” Walter was in shock.
“You sure you aren’t gay, Walt? The way you’re acting sounds like you’re a fan.” She chuckled.
“Shut up, Kyt.” He sat down on a chair and crossed his arms.
Jun spoke to Kytana in Japanese and sat on the side of the bed, “So, what are you doing?”
“Apparently, James hired Walter to take pictures and report on me because he threatened him. Ugh… I officially hate him.” She typed in her password.
“Souka. Is Walter like James?”
“No. Far from it. he’s very shy and gentle. Maybe gay too….” She laughed which made Jun laugh.
“Hey! Don’t be saying weird stuff about me in another language. That’s rude.” The way Walter turned was not guy-ish at all.
“Walter, you’re funny. Ah…. Got it.” She brought up a folder for videos from secret webcams she installed in James’ room. Then, they were recorded from any computer she accessed. Walter leaned in to check and wondered what the videos were. She brought one up of the Director’s wife and James.
“WHAT????” Walter’s mouth hung again.
“Yeah. Put it this way. Since I’m his fiancé, James doesn’t understand that I can access his place. I put the devices in after the time he proposed to me. No one knows the story why I’m with him.” Kytana explained.
Jun was in shock as well, “So you still plan on marrying him?”
“Yes, unfortunately. I don’t love the guy at all. He’s trying to use my family and friends against me in any way. So, if they comply, it gets harder for me to reject him. From the moment I was forced into the engagement, I had to think of something to keep myself covered. I ‘teased’ him one night and placed 4 webcams around his room.” She spoke in Japanese to Jun. and translated it for Walter.
“It’s not a good reason. Not to mention that it maybe illegal or invading privacy.” Walter pointed out.
“And hiring you to take pictures of me and my friend here is? Don’t be siding with him now.” She showed another video. It was unpleasant for Walter because it was one of the girls he dated.
“I believe you now… seriously….” He was appalled.
“Good. Now, give me your SD card. I want to see what pictures you have.” She requested.
“Ok.” He took out the SD card and gave it to her. She placed it in the slot of her laptop and checked. Besides the perverted pictures he took of her outside of the hotel room, none of the pictures showed anything unusual. He took pictures of her with the girls and no guys were around. Jun wanted her to go back to the pictures of her almost naked, and she glared. He stopped as it was a death glare. “Looks like nothing scandalous. You are not showing him these almost naked pictures though.” She copied all the pictures on her laptop and then deleted the ones unnecessary.
“Fine. Kytana, let me ask this though.” Walter’s curiosity struck.
“Shoot.” She gave him back the SD card.
“Are you and Jun dating? I’m curious for myself.” Walter asked.
“No. We’re friends and seriously, we both cannot be together.” She lied. Jun nodded in agreement.
“Whew. Good. So, if James asks me, I’ll be prepared.”
Kytana and Jun looked at each other intently. They couldn’t go near each other since Walter wouldn’t leave. She needed an excuse and looked at her cell phone. “Walter, go to your room. Jun and I have something to discuss because he won’t be in town for long.”
“About?” He wouldn’t go.
“It’s none of your business.” Jun shouted in English. Walter looked over at him and didn’t understand why Jun was upset.
“Please. We haven’t seen each other since last year because we’re both busy people.” She pleaded with him.
“Fine fine. Don’t do anything that would get you into trouble then.” Walter got up.
“I know. If I see new pictures given to James though, you know I will hunt you down and give you more of a reason to be dead instead of living.” She gave an evil smile. Walter froze at her expression. Kytana was scarier than James in every way and normally kept to her word. He left the room and went to his own, dropping on his bed since the drive took a toll on him.
“Finally. I thought he would never leave.” Kytana turned around to look at Jun after locking the door and closing the curtains. Jun took two big steps and pushed her against the wall, smothering her lips with his. He wanted to kiss her since he arrived at the premiere. 3 months of not being able to touch her….. 3 months of not seeing her…. It drove him insane. On the other hand, Kytana was in the state of shock. She wasn’t going to complain but couldn’t help the fact that she was stuck with James Harold. While kissing her boyfriend back, she felt she’s been betraying Jun.
Jun didn’t feel a response and slowly pulled away, “What’s wrong?”
She sighed, thinking of what occurred today and looked at him, “Jun, I don’t know about this. I feel like…. Well…. this is not fair to you. You’re willing to be with me even if I have a fiancé. I don’t know how I feel about you.”
“Really?” he softly spoke as held her hands.
“Hai. On one hand, being with you has made me happier. On the other, my reality is to marry James. I can’t get out of it without hurting anyone.” She looked like she was about to cry. She didn’t know what to do or feel. It made her feel helpless and scared which was rare for anyone to see. With Jun, she felt she could open up to him.
Jun let go of her hands and wrapped them around her instead, “Don’t hold it in anymore.” He knew she didn’t want to cry but after everything that’s happened, he wanted to comfort her.
Kytana buried her head in Jun’s shoulder and tears flowed from her eyes. She wrapped her arms around him, wishing she wasn’t in this dilemma. She hated that Jun, out of all people, would probably be hurt the most. Everything overwhelmed her and made her think after the incident with Walter. James was willing to push her buttons to force her to open up to him about everything happening in her life. That jerk would probably use the information and keep an eye out on her 24/7. She started to bawl very badly as she couldn’t control her tears, looking like a baby crying.
“It’ll be okay, Kytana.” He kissed her head, holding her tightly. “I still want to be with you. Maybe I’m one the insane to tell the truth.” He tried to lighten up the situation.
“You’re not.” Snff snff “I think I am.” Snff snff.
“Then we can be insane together.” Jun was falling for Kytana but decided to keep it to himself until the time was right.
She looked up at him with her wet face, make-up smeared, “Gomen, Jun. I think this just pulled the strings. Walter showed up here because he was hired by James.”
“This man must love you somehow…”
“No. I’m just some kind of trophy to him because I’m an international private investigator. If he marries me, then he’ll get access to all the databases all over the world. I wish I could reject him but I can’t. He’s willing to accuse my partner, friends and family for crimes that they never committed.” She placed her head back on his shoulder, closing her eyes. “I guess anyone around me gets into this unnecessary complicated mess.”
“Look who’s talking.” He chuckled a little. “You’re dating an Arashi idol. I’m already complicated.”
"Being famous isn't worth it."
"Hai. I know I put myself into this... so I pay the price of not having privacy. This is why I cherish moments like these where there are no cameras." He smiled.
"Jun?"
"Hhhmm?"
"Are you sure you want to be with me? I don't want to cause you trouble because of everything."
~ Is Kytana doubting me? ~ "Yes."
"I well... it's... never mind." She let go and went to the bathroom, feeling awkward. She closed the door and looked into the mirror. ~ What the fuck is wrong with me? I've never... cried.... Ugh.. this is all overwhelming. ~ She turned on the sink and washed her face. Jun had to comfort her which she felt bad for. After washing up, she came out of the bathroom to find Jun sitting on the side of the bed, having a worried look.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes. Thank you for holding me while I cried." She sat next to him.
"You're welcome." He put a hand on top of hers. "Kytana, do you think I'm going to leave you?"
"Do I have to answer?" She looked at him. He nodded. "Yes. It's not because you're an idol. I think it's because I have a fiancé and you'd get fed up with me. Certainly, you can have any girl you'd like and most would faint..." She rambled. Jun grabbed her hand, pulled her towards him and kissed her. Her hands landed on his chest as she kissed back. Her heart pounded like a taiko drum, beating faster as the kiss deepened. Jun wasn't willing to let her go even if she wanted to get away. He really wanted to be with her even if he had other choices. They both were lost in their world. Jun laid her down on the bed gently and went on top of her, not breaking their passionate kiss. She slid her arms around his neck. Subconsciously, Jun slid his right hand down her shirt, going under the cotton top. Kytana shuddered by his touch as his hand continued to explore her body. Her skin was soft and felt the muscles of her stomach tense. ~ She really works out her body a lot. Now I want to see it.... ~ Jun's mind cluttered with perverted thoughts as his hand landed. He wanted more, being turned on completely. Then again, he hadn't been with anyone for a long time. His hand slowly moved down to the hem of her skirt. As he tried to go under, Kytana grabbed it and pulled away from the kiss.
"Jun... please... don't..." She looked at him intensely.
"Am I making you uncomfortable?"
"I'm..." She paused and then continued, "... not ready for this."
"I see." He sat up and got off the bed, standing up. She sat up on the side of the bed and looked down at her hands. She wasn't sure if he was disappointed at her. Her thoughts were scrambled from what happened.
"Gomen. I can't give myself to you fully."
Jun looked down at her, and his face was emotionless. Kytana didn't want to look up because she didn't want to see his expression, "I still want to date you." He softly spoke.
"Even if you can't have me fully?"
"Hai. I may... one day..." Jun cupped her chin to look up at her.
~ Why does he have to look so gorgeous right now? Argh... ~ She broke a small smile, "Maybe..."
"I will settle for that answer then. I apologize for my actions too. I guess I haven't had someone in a long time and well, you're..." He blushed and looked away.
"I'm?" She arched a brow.
"Why didn't you tell me you had a sexy body underneath your clothes?"
"I think of myself as tough and not sexy." Kytana was truly modest of herself. She was beautiful and sexy, but she never let her looks get to her. Her attitude said otherwise.
"Ah..." At the thought, Jun cleared his throat and sat next to her. Yet, he didn't realize he had a hard on which seemed to bulge out of his tight jeans. Kytana noticed and then looked away, glowing red. ~ Oh my God! Is he really that big??? KYAAAA!!! ~
"Jun... I say... ummm..." She pointed down to his pants. He didn't understand but looked at where she pointed. He gasped and grabbed a pillow, covering it.
"I'm sorry!!!!! This is so rude of me."
"It's all right." Her head still looking to the side.
Jun felt really embarrassed. Here they are, having a serious talk and the thought of a naked Kytana made him react. She didn't know what to say but right now, she wanted to laugh... she did, "I guess I should grateful you feel that way about me."
"Hai. You're not like a lot of girls I dated and normally, this never happened." Jun looked at her.
Her cell phone rang and it was Walter. She wanted to throw the phone against the wall but sighed and answered instead, "What?"
"Is Jun still there?"
"YES! Now what is so important that you're calling?"
"James called me and I told him what we talked about..."
"Now he's checking up on you like a little panzy? Oi. What was his response?"
"He didn't believe that you were alone even though I e-mailed him the photos. He wants me to do some research on Jun since he's the person you went to 'see'." He sighed.
"What's he going to find? That he's a famous JPop idol in Japan and every girl adores him. That's what you'll see too." She was irritated.
"He wants me to go into your database and look."
"Oh HELL NO!!!! That's an illegal search. What is he thinking? Plus, only the Director and I know our codes for work. You can't look outside of the United States jurisdiction unless you are me or Jonathan."
"I don't know. He sounds upset and he wants to know what's going on with you. Maybe he loves you that much...." Walter wondered.
"Love? God, that seems to be the theme today. He doesn't love me, Walter. There's no way. He didn't even date me to know who I am." Kytana rolled her eyes and sat on the chair. Jun laid down on the bed in the mean time. He didn't understand the conversation and looked to the side.
"No wonder he doesn't know anything about you. That makes a lot of sense."
"Don't be siding with him, Walter! You were threatened too. What bugs me is that he has a lot of time on his hands to figure me out. Doesn't he have any cases that need attention or someone to prosecute? Sheesh!" It was true. James put more time in finding out everything about her instead of prepping for cases.
"You didn't know?" Walter asked.
"I didn't know what? What's going on?" Curiosity struck her.
"He lost 3 cases in a row. It took a toll on the law firm he worked for because he never lost. The defense attorneys chosen were top notch." Walter explained.
"It seems that my world is turning around slowly for the better...." She didn't care about him one bit. He bragged how he's the best prosecutor in the nation even though he couldn't go out of California.
"You're so mean."
"I don't care. He deserves to finally get spoken to in a professional manner." She was very adamant about it.
"Going back to the current situation, what do you want me to do? I'd get fired in a second if I start working on this." He sighed because he really liked his job.
"Leave it to me. Give me your personal e-mail address and I will do my own search. The Director will want an explanation. If I say it's for James, we don’t have to see him again." She knew how to work this as an evil crept to her face.
"I don't like where this is going. Wait... maybe I do..."
"Trust me. If he wants to try into my personal life, he'll get everything horrible back times a thousand." Grabbing a piece of paper, she wrote down his name and e-mail and confirmed to make sure she got the spelling correct. She looked at the time and saw Jun asleep on her bed. "I better go. I'll call you in the morning." She hung up and looked over at her boyfriend. He was exhausted from the work and jet lag.
"Kytana..." He let out as he turned on his side, eyes closed. She arched a brow and sat next to him. Was he dreaming about her? He started chuckling, grabbed her arm and pulled her towards him. She landed on his chest. "Gotcha!" Good reflexes.
"I didn't wake you, did I?"
"No. I was waiting." He took a big breath and blinked, “I will say this…”
“What?”
“You’re very important to me. I’m willing to wait for you.” He smiled.
Kytana wanted to cry, not for anger or sadness but happiness. Instead, she kissed his forehead and laid her head on his chest. The beating of his heart was soothing and calmed her tension. She fell asleep on him.
"Kytana?" He nudged her a little but she didn't respond. Her breathing was steady and figured she fell a sleep. Slowly, he moved her and placed the bed sheet and blanket over her. She was peaceful at last. He watched her a little bit and sighed, wishing he didn't have to leave her. It was the last he'll see her until God knows when. He left a note and gave her a kiss on the head. He walked out of her room, disguised once more and walked back to his hotel. As he entered his hotel room, Jun leaned against the locked door and sat on the ground. ~ I'm in love with you, Kytana. I hope we can one day admit to each other how we feel. ~
*******
The next day, Kytana drove home back to San Jose, listening to Arashi all the way back. Walter was right behind her, and they would talk during rest stops and food. She felt bad that she fell asleep while Jun was around. It was nice to see and talk to him again. Still, her relationship was barred because of the engagement. Once she got home from the long drive, she immediately reported it on her blog. Every detail she remembered and wishing she had pictures to show everything. Hikari signed on.
Hikari: Kytana… tell me you touched him! XDDDDDD
Kytana: I wish! Jun… is.. *dies*
Hikari: XDDDD Don’t die! I need to know more. Was he very gorgeous?
Kytana: YES YES!!!! KYAAAA… too bad he’s not as tall than I thought.
Hikari: LOL. I guess we’re deceived by the appearances on TV.
Kytana: I wish I could have taken you with me. It was lonely on the road. I did see News Zero.
Hikari: WHAT???? SHO WAS THERE???
Kytana: No no. I wish then I’d try to get a picture for you. Yet, I had to check that in.
Hikari: GAH!!! Well, I guess it’s good that he wasn’t there. I would have just flew down there.
Kytana: Without your parents flipping out? Right………
Hikari: So was it worth the drive?
Kytana: Yup! I met new people and was less than 2 feet away from Jun. KYAAAA!!!
Hikari: That's so awesome! Girl, I hope we can do this in the future... meet up and meet Arashi in person.
Kytana: That'll be a great day... maybe weeks! hahahahah
Hikari: Dork! Well…. who knows, right?
Kytana acted as her fangirl self to Hikari. She didn't know if she could trust her about dating Jun even though they talked about everything. She felt bad to not say anything to her because she treated her like a little sister. One day.... she'll tell her.
*******
Kytana went back to work the next day. James was sitting at her desk, waiting.
"Glad to be back?"
"Hardly." She rolled her eyes and put her bag down.
"I missed you over the weekend. How was your LA trip?"
"It was great. I had a lot of a FUN!" She put the emphasis on fun. "Could you get out of my seat now?"
"Not until you tell me who this other person is..."
"Don't push it, James. I'm here to work, not argue with you." She didn't make any movements.
He grabbed her wrist, pulling her towards him, and landing on his lap, "You upset me greatly. I should be with you wherever you go."
She knew if she made a move, he might try to pull something, "Uh huh. Don't you have work to do? That's what you get paid for...."
"Trying to be a smartass, huh?"
"I know I am." She tried to get up but he kept her on his lap.
"You know..." He held her waist tighter. "I might as well do you right now while your partner is not here..."
"Ugh! James, get out of here!!!" She stood up quickly with a disgusted look on her face.
"What? Don't you want to have a man like me?" He smiled as he stood up.
"I don't care if you're my fiance. Just leave…" she was uncomfortable. Kicking him hard on his crotch so he couldn't have children would satisfy her. No. He would charge her with battery, though. If it was going to be anybody who would take her virginity, it would be Jun.
"Fine. Just remember that I will keep my eye on you." He adjusted his suit and left her office.
She mumbled bad words as she sat down on her chair. Jonathan came in and saw a pissed off Kytana who was ready to tear someone apart, "Ehhh... you-"
"No."
"Oh boy. He's getting worse by the minute." Jonathan sat moved his chair next to hers.
"He thinks I'm his freaking property, Jonathan. I'm tired of it. I'm not his stinking pet he could follow around when I go on vacation." She placed her elbows on her desk and put her head in her hands.
"Calm down. I know you're not. You really need to break off the engagement with him pronto." Jonathan knew she needed someone to rant to.
"I know. Yet, he's going to just use it against me and then go to a court hearing. I don't know. I'm so... wait… I have something to do." Her eyes lit up as she remembered she had to do something for Walter.
"Uh oh. Another one of Kytana's schemes. By the way, how's Jun?"
"Very good. He's been very busy and even took the time to see me." She started doing an unnecessary search on the database for Matsumoto Jun. That's what James asked Walter to do in the first place.
Jonathan peeked over shoulder and saw her looking at information about him, "Ummm... don't you know enough about Jun to not research him?" He arched a brow.
"I'll tell you later during lunch. There's a reason." She grinned evilly as she focused on her monitor. Yet, as she did her 'research', she found some odd stories she's never heard before - underage smoking and sexual acts. ~ These can't be true. Yet, if they're in our database, then they are. Now, I'm curious just for myself. ~
"This guy has a record? Holy crap! They were-” He read over her shoulder.
"…. covered up thanks to Johnny Kitagawa. Then again, I guess no one is perfect. This is going to bother me." She clicked on more stories. How long did Jun intend to keep all this from her? The stories were more scandalous - sleeping with a couple of co-stars and even taking some pictures with them. She wouldn't have minded if he slept with Inoue Mao, though. ~ Great.... I don't even surpass any of these people to be with him. ~ They were all famous in Japan.
"Maybe you should give up on Jun." Jonathan suggested.
"Don’t tell me that, please." She responded, having second thoughts of their relationship. She gathered all the information up and then copied them to a flash drive. During lunch, she would send it to Walter through her personal laptop.
"I'm definitely treating you out to lunch, k?" He was concerned. Kytana's expression went from anger to sadness in minutes.
She turned her head to look up at him, “Thank you. I definitely appreciate it.” Then, she focused back to her monitor. Her fiancé was being suspicious of everything, and she finds out more about Jun that bugs her. It wasn’t a great day back at work.
*******
A week had passed by since that dreadful day. Kytana didn’t speak to Jun because of her work. James had been trying to get her to go to dinner which she always rejects and makes excuses for. Outside of a Starbucks, she was on her laptop working on some reports. It kept her busy for a while to not think of all the craziness in her life. Her cell phone rang with the Love So Sweet ring tone. It was Jun. She looked at the phone and breathed. She clicked the button on her Bluetooth headset.
“Hello?” She spoke in Japanese.
“Isn’t it late over there?” Jun chuckled on the other line.
“Eh… lots of work to do.” Her tone of voice was purely the same.
“I wanted to see how you were doing. I miss you.” He sighed happily.
“The same old same old. Work and research.”
“Is something wrong, Kytana? You’re not acting like yourself.” He noticed.
“Ummmm… just been stressed and working hard…” She lied.
“It doesn’t seem like it.”
~ Is he a mind reader or something? Oi… ~ “No. Why would you say that?” She took a sip of her caramel apple cider.
“I don’t know. Just a guess. Well, maybe it’s just me.”
“You and I work a lot. So, this maybe is normal to us.” She stopped looking at her laptop and sat back on her chair, “Jun, I have a question.” It was now or never because beating around the bush would kill her.
“Go ahead.”
“I was doing some research on the Johnnys’. I read some things about the Arashi members.” She breathed.
“You were looking on information on me?” He was puzzled.
“I want to know if the underage smoking and sex were true.” She hoping it wasn’t but she had to know.
“Do you do this every time you date someone?” Jun sounded upset. He dodged her question.
“Jun…. I don’t-“
“You’re going into my personal life now?????” Jun yelled.
~ Fuck. I knew this was bad. ~ “Calm down. I had to-“ She tried to explain why she was doing it.
“CALM DOWN?!?!?! My girlfriend is researching me because she’s paranoid. You can ask me those questions instead of your research. UGH!!!!” He wanted to hang up the phone but didn’t.
“Gomen. I didn’t mean to make you mad.” She felt like crying but that wouldn’t solve anything. ~ I guess this week is cursed. ~
“Kytana, what do you plan to accomplish with this information?” He asked sounding like he’s yelling at her still.
“It would be nice if you let me explain why I’m doing it before you yell.”
“It’s not nice to know your gathering information on me. You reacted the same way when James did this!”
“I know. Gomen.” She sipped her drink again. “You know what? Never mind I mentioned it. You don’t care to talk to me calmly right now. I’m going…” She was about to press the button off.
“Wait!”
“Nani?”
“Don’t go. I… I really miss you. I don’t mean to yell. Gomen. It’s just that…. You’re looking into my life. That’s disturbing.”
“It’s my job if you didn’t notice. I can find anything about anyone by all this. Will you listen to what I have to say this?” She asked firmly.
“Yes. Please.” He didn’t want her to go off the phone. Talking to her seemed to have calmed him down currently.
“Ok. I’m doing this for Walter. Why? So James can leave him and me alone. When you were ‘sleeping’ at my hotel room that night, Walter called me to talk. He told James what happened and wanted him to do research under my database. Only Jonathan and I have the access codes. This is what we call illegal access. So, I decided to help out and research about you which doesn’t pertaining to a case. I haven’t heard from the boss but they normally spot these things a week after. I’m waiting to get scolded. I sent him the info through personal e-mail and to give it to James.”
“Well, wouldn’t James use the information against you somehow?”
“This is the best part. I’ve got it planned. My Director will ask me into the office about the search. I will explain that James asked Walter and me to research on someone who’s outside of his jurisdiction. My Director doesn’t like James just to let you know. Once I tell him he authorized it, he will ban James from entering our firm and tell his firm what happened. He hasn’t won any cases lately. The reasoning is because he’s trying to keep an eye on me ever since last summer.”
“You sure the Director will go for it?” He was impressed she thought it all the way through.
“Yes. If that won’t convince him, I have some ‘evidence’ that’ll personally make James hated by him more.”
“Okay. I see. You are trying to save your friend and not having to see James at the office then? That makes sense.”
“Yes. That’s what I wanted to explain before you started yelling.” She continued typing her report up after a break.
“Gomen. It’s just lately, a lot of things has stressed me out. What gets us in trouble are scandals which can be reported to tabloids. Jun explained.
“I understand and you know I wouldn’t expose you. It upset me to see the info which is why I mentioned it. Still, were they true?”
“Yes. They were. Those were the days I was stupid and learning.”
“Souka. I didn’t see any current research but man, Johnny covered your ass.”
“That’s why I’m careful with you. I don’t want them knowing we’re together because I don’t want you involved.”
“Sheesh….. that’s me here too. I’m not famous but I have a crazy fiancé.”
They talked for another hour about everything and both calmed down. Kytana didn't want to pry any further into Jun's past but he told her anyways because he felt she needed to know. The doubts went away. She admitted to herself she was falling for him... really hard. It wasn't the usual fangirl love... it was actual true love. How was she going to deal with this situation now? She looked into her bank accounts and nodded. She saved up enough for a long vacation and accrued two months worth... now where to spend to go? Of course.... Japan.
The Director called Kytana late that night and needed to discuss something private with her. She breathed before entering. First, the Director looked confused and happy at the same time. ~ Hhhmm... well, I know he's got the report for last week's search. ~
"Have a seat." He pointed to his chair. She sat and crossed her legs with a folder in her hand. "There are two things I needs to discuss. I will start off with this..." He slid a file folder across his table. She opened it, and it had copies of pictures, articles, reports, and other information of Jun. He stood up and looked out the window, "You going after someone who's not in our country, Kytana? I want to know when you were going to get my permission for this assignment."
"I thought it was already authorized by you." She acted surprised.
"I didn’t know anything about this. Who told you?" He turned around and looked at her intently. The Director wasn't a man to be played with.
"James Harold... my fiancé." She looked down at her folder.
"Oh really? Why would he ask my firm to do some research on this Japanese idol?" He pointed to the file. Personally, he never liked James and always wondered why Kytana was marrying him.
"Can I explain?" She asked.
"Go ahead." He sat down and clasped his hands together. Sometimes, Kytana was intimidated by her Director. He was a very good looking man with a tall muscular stature and was known throughout the nation as the best attorney and investigator. She worked under him for the past 2-3 years and wondered why he favored her.
"Walter explained to me he needed my help on this. James hired him to conduct international research. Apparently, Walter was threatened and needed my help. So, as a favor, I took it upon myself to research this Japanese idol. James says that he'll run it through you and I guess he never did. I don't want Walter to get into trouble for the work I've done. If anything, you can go ahead and fire me." She pushed her glasses up to her face.
"I see. I won't tolerate unauthorized work. James is not part of this law firm and will be banned from coming here again. You may want to tell him. Tell him he will get a restraining order if he doesn't abide what I want." He smiled.
"Okay, sir. Ummm... do you not like him?" She arched a brow, acting really well.
"He's a snake." He put it bluntly. "From the moment I met him, he's just worthless. He doesn't know how much work is put into our positions. Not to mention, I've done my own research and he's getting information illegally. I don't like that at all."
"Oh. I will keep this to myself then." ~ Yes, this is working! You're freaking awesome, Director! ~ She nodded.
"Please do. Besides, I wouldn't want to fire one of my best investigators. You're too important for the company along with Jonathan."
"Yes, sir. I apologize again for this incident."
"No worries. You did a great job on it too. This Japanese idol is lucky to have you as a fan." He knew about her favorite idol group, and Jun was her favorite member. "Yet, I wouldn't want you to get in trouble by leaking this out. So, keep this as for your personal info to read about him."
"Thank you very much. I didn't know you knew I liked him..."
"You're obvious when you speak about Japan." He paid attention to every detail.
"I don't mean to be. I will stop."
"No no. It's nice to see you smile... so, don't stop. Just be professional, okay?" Before Japan, Kytana never really smiled since she was into her work all the time. It was nice to see it here and there.
"All right. Thank you again."
"One more thing." He held up a letter in his hand.
"Sir?"
"Tomorrow, you'll have two positions." He slid the letter to her. She opened it and read her promotion. Her pay was tripled, and she passed the exams. "Welcome aboard, Miss Jurray."
She was in shock after reading, "Uh... I don't know what to say."
"I understand. You'll start having training sessions with me starting tomorrow on being an attorney here. It'll take the course of a month." He explained.
"Okay. Do I need to bring anything?"
"Notepad and a pen would be preferable." He looked at his computer clock. "I shouldn't keep you any further. Go home and rest now. I will see you in the morning." He smiled and leaned in to see some paperwork on his desk.
"Good night, sir." Her immediate reaction was bowing and then leaving the office slowly. She was happy... all her hard work paid off! She walked over to her desk to pick up her laptop bag. Jonathan came back with a stack of books in his hands.
"Oh… I thought you went home."
"I was called in to speak to the Director. He had some important business with me." She decided to stay and talk to Jonathan a bit more. She moved a chair next to him. "I'm still in shock right now."
"He fired you?" He typed in his over time hours on his electronic time card.
"Why would I be happy about that?" She glared and whacked his shoulder.
"Ok ok. Ummm.... I will guess that it's something to do with the illegal research."
"Yup. Positively speaking of course." She was going to make him guess.
He knew what her look meant, "I'm not guessing."
"Damn you. Anyways... he hates James which made me happy. He can't come here ever again or he'll make sure that he gets a restraining order"
"The Director became cooler in my book now. That's good."
"And no one is fired. Walter owes me big time for this. Oh... also, starting tomorrow, I'll be an attorney."
"WHAT???? When was this?" He gasped.
“Had to keep it a secret. It was under direct orders."
"Great... so am I by myself?" He didn't want to lose his partner.
"I don't think so. I'll beg him to still have you partnered up with me on investigation. I'm not leaving this department ever. I love it too much." She smiled.
"Whew. Then I'm relieved. We definitely need to celebrate."
"Dinner on me... not tonight." She laughed. He laughed too. They continued with their late night conversation and both didn't go home till 3am. They had to be at work by 8am that morning. Before heading to bed, she prepared a request for a long vacation starting in July that will go up to September. Everything was going right for her - a Director who hated her fiancé, a partner who's willing to stick by her side, loyal friends, a new position, and a hot boyfriend who she hadn't heard from in a while. Oh well... he was busy as she was. ~ Jun, wait for me in July. We'll be together again. ~
]]>I saw this on princessangel88's blog. It looked really interesting and the results are very eerie cause they're true! *o*
Take it here: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
The seriousness of your love:
Your views on education
The right job for you:
How do you view success:
What are you most afraid of:
Who is your true self:
Originally from Princess_Jime. Taken from Hikari's blog
Survey 1
ABOUT YOU
Age: 25 (I’m still older than Jun. xD)
First Name: Guess!
Last Name: Guess!
Home Town: Bay Area, California
Any Siblings: 2 Older brothers and sister
School: Eh what’s done? I’m done with 2 years of college.
Getting my Paralegal Certification next Spring. Then going back to my 4-year
college to finish my Bachelor’s.
Job: Legal Receptionist
Car: Silver Honda Civic
FAVORITES
Food: All Japanese, Filipino and Italian foods
Book: Uhhh… a lot!
Song: Ummmm…. A lot!
Movie: Again.. a lot! xD
Drink: Water, tea, fruit juice
Sport: Volleyball, Tennis, Any martial arts
TV Show: All the Law & Orders series (regular, SVU,
CI), Burn Notice, In Plain Sight, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Cold Case,
Without a Trace
Color: Black, blue, silver
Musical Artist: Eto…. I love Arashi but I like a lot of other
artists too.
Childhood Game: Hhhmmm… Candyland. xD
HOW DANGEROUS ARE
YOU
ever smoke a cigarette: Yup… not addicted in any way
thank god.
ever drank: since I was not 21.. yes. xD
ever smoked pot: Eh no. Nasty smell!
ever bunjee jumped: Never had the opportunity
ever sky dived: I wish
ever curse: Hasn’t everyone?
ever fail a class: Hai. It’s annoying to re-take.
ever been kissed: Does the word boyfriend give a clue? xD
virgin: Let me say I’m just horny… now can you guess? XD
ever sing in front of a crowd: Yup… Gospel Choir, Church
choir, karaoke… I’m a nut and don’t care if I sing horribly. Better than my
boyfriend. xD
ever punch someone: In tae kwon do to get points. I’ve slapped
and elbowed people.
ever tell someone you hated them: Yup and vice versa
FIRSTS
kiss: When I was 16
sex: Uh… when I was 20
time arrested: Hell no! I work for a lawyer. --;;;
time drunk: *thinks* Went dancing on a table
love: God… so long…. How old am I? XD 6 years ago.
word: I can’t remember that far back.
kindergarten teacher: Again, can’t remember that far back
date: Would going to the winter ball work? xD
boyfriend: When I was 18
girlfriend: Never had one
crush: Hhhmm….. first crush? Someone from middle school
celebrity you met: Karan Ashley from Power Rangers (she played
Aisha)
LASTS
Hug: My close friend from last night
Kiss: From Justin last night. xD
Conversation: With my close friend again last night
Boyfriend: Still with Justin after 5 years. xD
Girlfriend: Hhhmmm…. I don’t remember her name
Song you listened to: Ne-Yo’s Closer
Movie you watched: Crows Zero – I love Shun! =D
Survey 2
What are you most afraid of? Failing in life, being homeless
What is the most recent movie that you've seen in a theater? The Dark Knight
Have you ever seen a ghost? Yeah. Some are lost like us humans… seriously. Some are vengeful because they were killed or murdered. I kinda was a medium back in high school…. I still have it a bit BUT lately, I haven’t thought about it.
Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes. I’m still dating him. After all the heart ache and drama, we finally can be at peace as a couple.
Been in a car accident? Yeah… that’s why I have my Honda now.
Favorite day of the week? Hhhhmm…. Any day I don’t have to work… so weekends. xD
Favorite Flower? Orchids and Carnations
Favorite ice cream? Damn you! I love all kinds of ice cream! *pouts*
How many times have you failed your driver's test? Passed it on the first try. J
What do you do most often when you are bored? Write or read.
What are you listening to now? Last Words from Thousand Foot Krutch
How many pets do you have? Never had a pet. No time to care for them.
Hair color? Brown and black.. it likes to interchange.
Eye Color? Dark brown
Favorite month? Ummm.. January.
How many countries have you lived in? one but lived in 2 states.
Saw this on Destini's blog =D
Completion, Good Reward.
The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.
The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
I had a conversation with a friend of mine about Japan. I really want to go because it's been a big dream of mine. We talked about the Johnnys and went on about Japan in general. It was the first time I heard some negative aspects that never came up before. I always read and hear about how Japan is great and never really heard anything beyond how great it was.
This is for anyone. I'm really curious. Has anyone have any weird / unusual / bad / experiences or views of Japan? I'd like to hear about it. ^^ If not, you can always tell how awesome it was there. Please don't shoot or kill me. I'm just curious... *readies to run just in case*
More background. I was saying that chapter 3 was going to the be the start but I wrote too much on Chapter 2 that I have to split it up. xD ENJOY!!!! Kytana having her not scary moments..... *giggles*
CHAPTER 2
Kytana didn’t sleep a wink at all. She was talking to Jun all night, and they really had a lot in common. She kept checking her cell phone each time and it got to the point where she needed to finish packing. Jun helped her and then waited till she was done with her shower. He was kind enough to drop her off at the airport and give her one last hug goodbye.
“Call, text or e-mail me when you get back.” Jun requested.
“Sure. Thank you.” She smiled and got her luggage out of the car. She was finally happy and to a point where she didn’t want to go back home. Still, she had to for work and her insane life again.
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She came to work the next day, smiling. Once she got back, she slept peacefully, dreaming about her new ‘date’. Everyone had never seen Kytana crack a smile early in the morning.
“Hey